Summary of events leading up to today’s parasha
Leah
Reuven
Shim’on
Levi
Yehuda
Rachel
(Bilhah)
Dan
Naftali
Leah
(Zilpah)
Gad
Asher
Leah
Isachar
Zevulun
Dina
Rachel
Yosef (Born in Charan)
Binyamin
Yaakov and his entourage were fleeing from Lavan, after 20 years in Charan.
Yaakov meets Esau, they make their reconciliation and go their separate ways.
Rachel dies giving birth to Benyamin near Beth Lechem
Jacob and his entourage settle in the area around Shchem, Bet El, Bet Lechem
Jacob and Esau bury Isaac in The Cave of Machpelah
Joseph is 17 and he tended sheep with his brothers (37: 1-3) p. 244
He told his father the bad things which his brothers said (dibatam) (37: 2 p.244)
His brothers hated him because their father favored him (not because of anything he did) (37: 4 p. 244)
Joseph tell his brothers of his dreams
Their sheaves bow to his sheaf.
Sun and moon and 11 stars bow to him
His dreams tell us that he is already oriented toward the future and has a way of thinking about it.
Jacob sends Joseph to learn what is happening with the brothers who are tending the flocks near Shchem. (They are near Dotan).
They see “the dreamer” coming from a distance and conspire to kill him.
Reuven instructs his brothers to not kill him, but to throw him into a pit (so that he can later save him and return him to his father.)
A caravan of Ishmaelites is passing by.
Judah (possibly not knowing of Re’uven’s plan) suggests they sell him to the caravan. (Also a plan to save Joseph from death?)
They bring to Jacob Joseph’s bloodied
coat, torn to shreds.
Jacob mourns and cannot be comforted.
Joseph is brought to Egypt and sold to Potiphar, a member of the court of Pharaoh.
Joseph is made head of Potiphar’s household and is very successful and competent.
Potiphar’s wife tries time and again (yom yom) to seduce Joseph who is not only successful and competent but also described as handsome.
Potiphar’s wife frames him and he is thrown into the jail reserved for officers and courtiers of Pharaoh.
He does well in the jail and is given many responsibilities there.
He correctly interprets the dreams of the Pharaoh’s butler and baker.
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After the summary below of “Miketz”, today’s Parasha, the question I want to start our discussion with is:
IT SEEMS AS THOUGH JOSEPH IS HAPPY
TO SEE HIS BROTHERS. WHY DID JOSEPH NOT REVEAL HIMSELF TO HIS BROTHERS
IMMEDIATELY?
Parashat Miketz (Summary)
Joseph languishes in jail for 2 more years.
Pharaoh’s “chartumim” can’t interpret his dreams, Joseph is called from jail to interpret the dreams.
Joseph is 30 years old (13 years since being sold into slavery) when he
interprets Pharaoh’s dreams.
7 healthy, beautiful cows come out of the Nile and graze in the reed grass
7 thin, ugly cows come after and stand near the 1st seven
The 7 thin cows eat the 7 fat cows
They
remained thin. One could not see that they had eaten them.
7 good heavy ears of grain on one stalk
After them sprouted 7 weak, thin ears. The 7 thin ears swallowed up the 7 heavy ears
7 years of plenty to be followed by seven lean years and Joseph adds that God will do this soon.
Joseph has impressed Pharaoh who appoints
him to administer and oversee the coming famine and makes him second
in command of all Egypt.
“Ein navon v’chacham kamocha” (Chapter 41:39 p 266 top left)
Joseph is seen by Pharoah as a man who is wise and understanding.
Pharaoh gives him the daughter of Potiphera (a priest) as a wife.
During the 7 plentiful years Menashe and Ephraim are born to Joseph and Asnat.
Sometime in the first year of the famine,
20 years after Joseph was sold as a slave, Jacob sends his 10 sons
to Egypt to get food; but not Benjamin. (42: 1
p. 268)
Joseph recognized his brothers but acted
as a stranger. Why doesn’t he reveal himself at this point?
He accuses them of being spies.
They deny the charge and tell their story.
We were 12 sons, upright men, the sons of one man. One is home with our father and another is no longer. We 10 have come here to procure food.
Joseph rejects their denial and says they will only go free if their younger brother comes to Egypt. Send one brother back and the rest will wait in jail until the younger comes. And he put them all in jail for 3 days.
While still in Joseph’s presence the brothers express their feelings of guilt and sorrow
aval ashemim anachnu al achinu
“We are guilty because of (what we did to) our brother. We did not listen to Joseph’s cries. Therefore, this has now befallen us.”
Joseph heard it all but they did not
know he understood because there was still an interpreter there.
He turned away from them and wept. (42: 24 p. 269 left hand side)
What is this weeping?
Why does he not reveal himself at this point? Has Joseph not heard what
he must hear?
What Joseph has heard has already softened
him (reduced his anger and his hurt) somewhat. Simon (instead of all)
is put into jail until the brothers come back with the youngest brother.
Joseph has the sacks filled, returns the money to their sacks and they go off.
At the inn as one brother prepared to
feed his donkey he discovered the money in his sack of food. More troubles.
They lamented. What has God done to us?
They arrive home and recount the details
of their tribulations in Egypt to Jacob, their father.
“You sons always cause my lamentation.
Joseph is no more; Simon is now gone; and you would take Benjamin!!
If he meets with disaster, you will send my white head to sheol in gloom.
(v’horad’tem et sevati b’yagon sh’ola)”
Sometime in the second year of the famine
the food they brought back is eaten. It is time to return to Egypt to
seek more food. A difficult discussion ensues between Jacob and his
sons.
Judah (who suggested to sell Joseph
to the Ishmaelites and not to let Joseph languish and die a slow death
in the pit) tells Jacob that if he does not bring back Benjamin he will
be held responsible by Jacob forever, (an unpardonable hurt).
Jacob sends gifts (spices, honey, nuts) and double the money with his sons. “May god help you with this man! Bring back Benjamin and Simon.”
“If I am to be bereaved, I will be
bereaved.”
When they appeared before Joseph and
Joseph saw that Benjamin was with them, Joseph tells his chief of staff;
“Bring these people to my house, prepare food, they will dine with
me this afternoon.”
They were greatly afraid because they were brought to Joseph’s house.
“It is because of the money that we
found in our sacks. We are brought here so that they can attack and
sieze us and enslave us.”
They plead with Joseph’s chief of staff
and recount the events leading up to the discovery of the money which
they found in their sacks upon leaving Egypt after their first trip
to Egypt.
“Believe us! We don’t know how the
money got into our sacks. We have brought the money back with us and
also money to pay for the food we want to now purchase!”
“Do not be afraid! Your god and the
god of your fathers returned your money to you. We have been paid!”
And he brought Simon to them.
They heard that they were to dine with
Joseph and while waiting for Joseph to come home they prepared the gifts
which they brought with them.
READ THIS TEXT P 276 (26 – 31)
Joseph is overcome, and barely able to
control himself.
WHY DOES HE NOT REVEAL HIMSELF AT
THIS POINT? HE HAS ALREADY HEARD HIS BROTHERS EXPRESS SORROW AND FEAR
AND LAMENT WHAT THEY HAVE DONE?
He eats with the Egyptians so as not
to identify himself as a Hebrew
Joseph orders his chief of staff to fill their bags, put the money in the openings of the bags, and his silver cup into Benjamin’s bag.
The brothers left the next morning to
return to Canaan and Joseph soon after sends his men after them.
“God forbid that we would do such a
thing, to take your master’s cup, to steal!”If any of us has done
this, he should be put to death and the rest shall remain as your slaves.”
“No! only the one who has taken the
cup shall become a slave, the rest shall be innocent and free. “
They search the bags beginning with the
oldest. Reuven. Simon, Levi, Judah…..from the oldest to the youngest.
…Benjamin.
The cup is found in Benjamin’s sack.
They rent their clothing and return to Egypt.
Judah and all the brothers are brought
again to Joseph’s house where he was still at home; they threw themselves
on the ground before him.
“Didn’t you know that a man like
me can divine things; that I would find this out?”
Judah pleads. What can we say? How can
we prove our innocence? God has uncovered our crime (against Joseph).
We will all be your slaves.
“I would not do such a thing. Only
he who has done this will be my slave!”
End of Miketz
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Discussion Dvar Torah
Why does Joseph not immediately reveal
himself to his brothers?
Only 2 or 3 responses from the kahal
because there are several other points I wish to raise and further discuss
as we proceed. Members of the congregation comment.
Discussion:
Yes he was angry but what else did he feel?
He felt love and the desire for a return to relationship with his brothers.
His struggle was between the strong
anger which he felt and the love he felt. The anger was the
more powerful, it prevailed over the love.
Over the last years I have been troubled
by a break in relationship. I have been struggling with issues of reconciliation
and forgiveness. I have talked with some of you here today about these
issues. Thus my emphasis today on the break in the relationship between
Joseph and his brothers and the difficult path of return to relationship.
What I offer today is my own take, and while I hope they might be, I do not presume that my thoughts are relevant or helpful to any of us “davening” here together this morning, but me.
Some questions I have been struggling with and which I hope will be discussed today are:
What is reconciliation? What is forgiveness?
Are they the same? Are they different? How do we achieve reconciliation?
How do we achieve forgiveness?
My answer to the question of why Joseph
did not immediately reveal himself:
From the Torah readings we know that Joseph is future oriented. Focus on the future is even incorporated into the name which is given to him by his mother Rachel. When he is born, she already looks to the future and says, “Yoseef adonai li ben acher”. God will yet
grant me another child”. We know from
his own dreams at the age of 17, and later from his understanding of
the future implications of the dreams of others that he has an interest
in the future and a knack for understanding what might be. It is not
that difficult for us to assume then that when he first sees his brothers
he asks:
What
will the future be between my brothers and me?
And as the story unfolds, it seems clear that he wants a return to relationship with his brothers. And so he asks himself:
How is return to relationship achieved?
Will revealing myself now help to achieve a return to relationship?
Will it hinder a return to relationship?
What
is needed for return to relationship to be achieved?
Consider this example:
You have been planning to buy a new car
You consider all the variables, do
your research, and finally purchase your beautiful new car.
A few days later a friend in an emergency
situation asks to borrow your new car and although you have misgivings,
you reluctantly agree. While your friend is using your shiny new car,
it is scratched in a parking lot. When the emergency is over, the next
day your friend returns the car, apologizes profusely, says “I am
sorry” thanks you for your kindness and gives you a bouquet of flowers.
How do you feel?
You are angry. Your anger is stronger than your love for this person.
Are you ready to return to relationship
with this person?
In his wisdom, Joseph understands that his brothers will be able to return to relationship with him and he with them only after the brothers have truly experienced and expressed their guilt and sorrow and when he too has witnessed and felt their expressions of guilt
and sorrow. How could they return to
relationship before feeling and expressing their sorrow and how he could
he return to relationship before experiencing their expressions of guilt
and sorrow? Knowing that a true expression of sorrow is necessary for
a return to relationship, he creates the conditions and provides
the opportunities for his brothers to feel and express their guilt and
sorrow. His actions enable each party to begin the difficult road for
achieving return to relationship. There has been a statement
or action of apology; a statement or action which means “I am truly
sorry”. He has begun his work for the return and has created the conditions
for them to begin their work.
REVEALING HIMSELF AT AN EARLIER STAGE
WOULD HAVE CUT OFF OPPORTUNITY FOR HIS BROTHERS TO EXPRESS AND FEEL
THEIR SORROW AND GUILT AND FOR HIM TO WITNESS IT, AND POSSIBLY HAVE
SABOTAGED THE ACHIEVEMENT OF OPEN-HEARTED RETURN TO RELATIONSHIP.
The expression of sorrow and guilt is
necessary! Is it sufficient?
Was it sufficient with your new car that got scratched?
Joseph understands even more. It is not
for nothing that Pharaoh describes Joseph as “ish chacham v’navon”,
a man of wisdom and understanding. What else does Joseph understand?
Consider this alternative resolution
to the new car problem.
After the car is scratched, the friend
takes it to the dealership where you bought it, asks them to repair
it, repaint it, have the car looking like new, give the bill to him/her.
He then rents a similar car, comes to you, explains what happened. He
apologizes, thanks you for your kindness, and gives you a bouquet of
flowers. He tells you that your car will be fully repaired and look
like new by Tuesday morning. There will be no evidence of the scratch
to the car. Your friend will pick you up and take you to the dealer
or make whatever arrangement is best for you. In the meantime, the rental
car is for your use.
How do you feel? What is the difference
here?
This action reduces the strength of the
powerful emotion, in this case anger, which had, up to that point, overwhelmed
the strength of love; the desire of the car owner for a return to relationship.
We have the expression of guilt and remorse,
“I am sorry.” We have expression that suggests an understanding
by the offender of the depth of how the offended experiences the offense.
And we have clear action which brings with it a commitment that,
“I will do what I can to make up for this and do my best to
never allow anything like this to happen again in our relationship.
These two things are what the offender
must do and what the offended must experience:
The expression of true remorse and
The clear commitment to never let
anything like this happen again in the relationship.
And to achieve return to relationship,
what must the offended do. S(he) must be already open, or opened, to
a return to relationship and also do what is necessary to achieve
it.
Where in this story of Joseph and his
brothers does the expression of this commitment, “I will not allow
anything like this to again happen in our relationship”, occur? So
far, by the end of Miketz, today’s Parasha, it has not occurred.
With apologies to next week’s Darshan, let us turn for a moment to the beginning of next week’s parasha, Vayigash, to learn what it is that occurs which enables Joseph to reveal himself and for him and his brothers to achieve a return to relationship. Let’s read this most beautiful telling of the tale (44: 18 – 35 p.281).
Judah recounts the whole history to Joseph
and pleads with him to take him, Judah, as a slave in place of Benjamin
and let Benjamin go free. It is not difficult to see Benjamin, Joseph’s
full brother, as a substitute, here, for Joseph himself. Judah, the
very brother who said, “let’s sell him to the caravan of Ishmaelites”
is now saying, “Take me as a slave instead of Benjamin.” I/we
will never again let anything like what happened before, occur again.”
As much as he wanted a return to relationship,
Joseph understood about himself, that only after seeing and hearing
the expressions of sorrow and the commitment to not allow this to occur
again would he be fully opened to return to relationship. He
was indeed a man of understanding, “binah”.
He designed the whole encounter to arrive
at this moment of action and commitment by Judah on behalf of himself
and his brothers. Even though he was the aggrieved and the more powerful
of the parties, Joseph understood that he must do his part to work actively
to achieve a return to relationship and Judah did what had to be done
on his part and that of the brothers.
Joseph can no longer contain himself.
He sends out the Egyptians, cries, and reveals himself to his brothers.
“I am Joseph your brother. Go tell my father and come quickly down
to Egypt, don’t hesitate.”
Were Joseph and his brothers successful
in together working to achieve a return to relationship?
Joseph says, “You shall live in Goshen
(a section in Egypt) and the sons of your sons will all be close to
me.”
He kissed all his brothers and wept upon
them and they talked.
Joseph and his sons are counted among
the 70 souls who came down to Egypt.
Some of the brothers and Jacob were presented
to Pharaoh
Jacob says about Ephraim and Menashe;
“Li hem!” “They are mine just as Reuven and Shimon.”
Ephraim and Menashe, the sons of Joseph,
along with others are blessed by Jacob,
Two of the tribes of Israel are descended
from Joseph’s children.
And today we still acknowledge this
return to relationship by blessing our own children with the bracha,
“Ysimcha/ysimech elohim k’ Ephraim v’chi’mnashe.” May god
bless you like Ephraim and Menashe, the children of Joseph.
It appears they successfully achieved
a return to relationship.
It is not unusual when one is hurt in
a relationship that (s)he stops talking to the other, avoids the other,
stops all interaction. When this happens the relationship is frozen
at the point of hurt and the relationship cannot be built anew. This
lack of interaction makes return to relationship impossible. Continued
interaction between the two parties; interaction which is respectful,
which is loving, is needed, and is often so difficult because of the
overwhelmingly powerful emotions involved.
Now, what is the word, in Hebrew of the
process we have so far described to achieve return to relationship.
We call it Tshuva and we speak of making T’shuva. What
does the Hebrew word tshuva mean? It means returning.
I am suggesting that there are three aspects to T’shuva; to returning.
One, a sincere heartfelt expression of “I’m truly sorry”.
Two, a clear commitment to never allow the hurtful event to again occur.
These two will lead to the needed reduction of intense emotions and to
Three,
the work to be done by both parties to achieve forgiveness, the return
to relationship.
I am labelling the return to relationship,
the mark that forgiveness has been achieved.
In the study of our sacred texts, we
most always look to the Torah for guidance as to how we should conduct
ourselves. What about our other texts? Does the siddur, for example
have anything to say about Tshuvah, the work of returning to relationship.
In a few minutes when we return the sifrei
torah to the ark we will sing “Etz chayim hi” the last lines of
which are
Hashivenu Adonai elecha v nashuva
chadesh yameinu k’kedem?
What do these words mean?
“Hashivenu” which comes from the root shuv, is translated as “Return us to you” “v’nashuva” and we will return.
Chadesh yameinu k’kedem: renew our
days as of old. (Take us back to our relationship, to the way it used
to be)
This is instructive. It is not only we
who wish to return; both parties must act here for the return to relationship
to be achieved. God who is powerful and we are called to action.
God, do something; “hashivenu”! Enable
us to return
V’nashuva; and we will return.
If a return to relationship is to be
achieved, both parties here, God and we, not one or the other, must
act to achieve forgiveness; the return to relationship; as must both
parties in other relationships which have been broken.
Does the siddur have anything further
to say about how to achieve “solchanut”, forgiveness, which is
required to achieve the return to relationship?
In the amidah, the central prayer of
the daily morning service, the daily afternoon service, the daily evening
service (shacharit, mincha, and ma’ariv), three times every day spread
across the day, we are reminded by the first three brachot after the
k’dusha of how to achieve forgiveness. I do not believe that the order
of these brachot is accidental. The first bracha (de’ah,
binah, v’haskel) – concerns knowledge,
understanding & common sense.
Those of you who have attended a shiva
minyan will recognize these 3 brachot from the Amidah of the ma’ariv
service.
And today which is Shabbat, Rosh Chodesh,
and Chanukah we take out 3 sifrei torah from the ark. Look carefully
on what words are written on the kutonet of each torah: Deah, Binah
and Chachma, close to “sechel”.
Understanding, knowledge, and common
sense are the godly qualities which the young, brash, Joseph
acquired only after his experiences of abandonment, betrayal, slavery,
and imprisonment.
Godly qualities?
Did we not sing in the El Adon prayer this morning:
“Tovim m’orot she barah elohenu
Y’tazaram b da’at, b’vinah, u’vhaskel”
“that God created the sun and
the moon with (His) “da’at, binah, and haskel” (knowledge, understanding,
and common sense)
The second bracha in the amidah after
the k’dusha “Harotzeh b’tshuva”
tells us that God desires that we make t’shuva
The third bracha which follows tshuva,
“Chanun ha marbeh lisloach”,
to grant forgiveness, reminds us that the achievement of forgiveness,
“solchanut” which enables a return to relationship requires understanding
and comes after the making t’shuva.
The siddur reminds us 3 times each day
that we must be people of understanding, and if we are, we can make
t’shuva, achieve solchanut, forgiveness, and accomplish the work of
return to relationship.
You know, the Torah tells another story
of brothers who after a hurtful break in their relationship and 20 years
of separation come face to face again. Who are we talking about here?
………….Esau and Jacob!
Let’s see how this brotherly reunion
and its aftermath unfold.
Parashat Yayishlach.
Jacob, who has taken Esau’s birthright
and blessing, and who is now returning to Canaan after 20 years in Charan
learns that Esau is coming to meet him with 400 men. Jacob is experiencing
a profound and powerful emotion; not so much anger as fear; so much
so that he divides his entourage into two camps, so that one camp might
be spared if Esau attacks. He sends messengers with gifts to Esau. He
adopts a subservient attitude describing himself as Esau’s servant.
Let us look at p 218 sentence 21.
(Read the sentence in English)
“If I propitiate him with presents
in advance and then face him, perhaps he will show me favor.”
“Propitiate” Webster defines this
word as: “to appease and render favorable”
Now, let us pay particular attention to the Hebrew word which Jacob uses to describe his own action.
ACHAPRA PANAV;
ULAI YISA PANAI?
Achap’ra. Does anyone recognize this word? “Kaper”, “Yom Kippur”, “Kappara”. Jacob is appeasing Esau. He is attempting to render Esau to be favorable. Is he making T’shuva?
Has he expressed his sorrow? Has he expressed
his conviction to never again allow anything like what occurred to again
occur? Is he doing the work to enable him and Esau to achieve return
to relationship?
Let us see how Esau greets Yaakov (p.219: 4) after he has been “propitiated”. Esau runs to greet Jacob, he falls on his neck, kisses him and cries. Esau appears more ready than Yaakov to go forward and do the work of tshuva to achieve a return to relationship.
But no response of Jacob’s to Esau’s greeting is described. Jacob does not express sorrow; he does not commit to never allowing anything like what happened to again occur. Jacob is not ready to do the work of returning, of Tshuva. Any love which he feels is overwhelmed by the powerful fear that he experiences and Esau with 400 men, the more powerful, has not been successful in enabling Jacob to overcome that fear. And what is the outcome of this reunion where the work of T’shuva was not accomplished? (P. 220: 16).
ESTRANGEMENT
from one another.
They go their separate ways, to meet
again briefly when they bury their father Isaac.
Given the use of this word, l’chaper
and the action it describes, sending gifts, and Webster’s definition,
“to appease and render favorable” it seems to me that kappara, propitiation,
is less than making Tshuva and results in a lesser outcome; a reduction
of Esau’s intense emotion yes, a letting go by Esau of his wish to
get back at; Reconciliation yes; but not forgiveness, not return
to relationship. They are reconciled to not rebuilding their relationship.
Now, once again and for the last time
today, let’s return for instruction and guidance to sacred texts other
than the Torah.
What, if anything, does the Machzor which
we use on Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur have to say about these issues?
We are reminded: “B’rosh Hashanah yikatevun u’v’yom tzom kippur yechatemun.
The decree will be written and sealed.
Time is fleeting: Kamah ya’avrun v
chamah y’barei’un mi yichyeh u’mi yamut; mi v’kitzo u mi lo
v’kitzo. How many shall pass? How many shall be born? Who in his/her
time? And who, not in his/her time?
Utshuva (not
“V’chapara”), utfilah, utz’daka, ma’virin et roah hagzerah.
And tshuva, doing the work of returning,
and doing the work of prayer, and doing the work of bringing about justice
will decrease the severity of the decree.
Each of these, tfilah and tzedaka, is
a form of Tshuva in a different sphere of our lives.
Tshuva: a return on the personal level to relationship with others which is the sphere that we have begun to discuss today.
Tfilah: a return to relationship with the divine.
Tz’dakah: a return to relationship with our community and with the larger society.
And what is the gzerah hara’ah, the severe decree?
Some here at Adat Shalom, I among them,
cannot accept that God writes in his book and our fate is thus prescribed.
The cruel fate as written by god in his book is not the g’zerah hara’ah
which I fear and wish to avoid.
The gezerah ha’ra’ah as Yakov and
Esav teach us through their failure to achieve t’shuva, is estrangement.
Estrangement from one another, estrangement from the divine, and estrangement
from our community. Any one of these in itself is indeed a harsh decree!
I would like to humbly suggest that our
Religious Practices Committee take into consideration and discuss the
possible development of an alternative Torah reading on Yom Kippur.
The reading I propose we develop would include the tale of unsuccessful
tshuva (Esau and Jacob) and its outcome, reconciliation to remaining
estranged, and the tale of Joseph and his brothers who worked together
to achieve more than reconciliation, who did the work of Tshuva to arrive
at forgiveness and a return to relationship. I would be happy to be
part of that effort.
Chag Sameach
Shabbat Shalom
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Some additional comments, thoughts,
observations:
Even the powerful must do his/her part.
Esau and Joseph and God. Even the more powerful must come forward, enable
the weaker, make Tshuva possible, and participate in making tshuva.
FORGIVENESS IS NOT SOMETHING WHICH
ONE “GIVES” TO ANOTHER. IT IS A CONDITION WHICH THE HURT AND THE
HURTFUL WORK TOGETHER TO ACHIEVE.
Kapara leads to reduction in anger, a letting go of the desire to hurt back àreconciliation
Tshuva leads to reduction in anger, a
letting go of the desire to hurt back and the achievement of forgiveness à return
to relationship
Sid in his sermon reprinted in the Washington Post suggested that there is a difference between “reconciliation” and “forgiveness”:
“Nelson Mandela ensured that his
society would be ruled by forgiveness and reconciliation.”
How does Sid see these as different?